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[04 Oct 2006|02:23am]
[ mood | stressed ]

i want to get and move to the other side of the couch. but i wonder if i will be less comfortable there.

is a good movie.

i'm unhappy.
i'm ecstatic.
i'm unhappy.
i'm ecstatic.

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a girl named hope [03 Oct 2006|10:30pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i start my new job at verizon wireless october 23rd.

and this will be my first purchase.

i'm going to be confined to a cubicle 8 hours a day. stuck on a phone. dealing with angry customers. i am so excited. seriously.

i love that i am so good at failing at everything in life. relationships especially.

|i| r u l e.

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i've forgotten my father. [02 Oct 2006|02:32am]
let me just say that.. life is a fucking bitch. i have been up in down this modern day sea saw in the past couple of years and i don't understand why or how i've even ended up where i am.

i love you priscilla.
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[29 May 2006|06:58pm]
memorial day is boring.
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[26 May 2006|05:47pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

ok. hi.


i'm about to graduate. june 15th to be exact. i'm ever so excited because i've never liked high school. i'm about to purchase a pretty expensive synth.. this one. here.

it won't be released in the states til mid june so i have to wait til then for it. priscilla and i are still together (our one year anniversary was mothers day) i'm working at albertsons but i'm going to be applying at three different places next week so hopefully i won't be working there too much longer. i'm no longer going to consume marijuana either. i quit, at least until i find a better job. uhm. i think i want to go to film school or some arts school because the thought of attending mt. sac next semester is depressing to me. i really cannot wait until graduation.

some recent pictures...
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priscilla and i..

lua had her babies.
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!!!!!!!!!!!!! [19 Apr 2006|04:23pm]
ok so i'm going to start updating this thing again real soon.
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[10 Feb 2005|11:18pm]
i live.
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[24 Sep 2004|11:34pm]
so yeah like i met tegan and sara.... and i interviewed tegan after there set.. and it was rad. the end.... bye.
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I disappear.. [17 Sep 2004|10:43am]
I hate this webdesign class.
I like hanging out with adam and ryan.
the faint show is sold out..
the new tegan and sara album is grrrreat.
i might get an interview with them for

i'm trying hard to be patient.
but we all know i'm so fucking impatient.

i feel like going to disneyland tonight. robinnnnnn should be a pal and sign me in..
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surrendaaaaaa.. [05 Aug 2004|01:35am]
[ mood | happy ]


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[14 Jul 2004|06:51pm]
So I just went online and noticed my little brother is on my other sn..

Swingset Ruin: i caught crabs
Lovers x Tryst: bring me one
Swingset Ruin: lol no they almost bit me
Swingset Ruin: they are mean
Swingset Ruin: and they jump high
Lovers x Tryst: just bring me one bitch
Swingset Ruin: i'll try to catch you a coqui
Swingset Ruin: damn your mean
Lovers x Tryst: no
Swingset Ruin: how are you
Lovers x Tryst: bored
Swingset Ruin: have you been talking to my friends online?
Lovers x Tryst: no
Lovers x Tryst: you have friends?
Swingset Ruin: haha yes i have friends ugly
Lovers x Tryst: im not ugly
Lovers x Tryst: your ugly
Swingset Ruin: oh
Swingset Ruin: no im not
Swingset Ruin: i have lots of boyfriends
Lovers x Tryst: no your a lesbian
Swingset Ruin: oh yeah i forgot
Swingset Ruin: girlfriends
Lovers x Tryst: some girl came looking for you
Swingset Ruin: really?
Swingset Ruin: what was her name
Lovers x Tryst: i forgot her name
Swingset Ruin: damn you
Swingset Ruin: what did she look like
Lovers x Tryst: she was fat

he's fucking eight.

then he IMed robin..
Lovers x Tryst: do you and lucy do it?
Lovers x Tryst: u have sex huh?
passivexprogress: noo
Lovers x Tryst: yes u do

anyway puerto rico is funnnnnnnn. the end bye.
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Crash Sites Keep Me Up at Night.. [15 Jun 2004|02:07am]
[ mood | bored ]

I take drives at three in the morning and I blast the saddest songs
becos my middle name is introvert. and I swear I am sad.

And sometimes I like to drink a whole lot and
ah hell even smoke too.. 'cos the lights you know
They are so damn pretty when you can't focus.

Oh, the arrows.

Sometimes its all but a fucking blur.


Ah, I got so city girl.

and a few more drinks..

and sometimes you're all but a fucking blur.

Oh yeah.. Stepford Wives is a good movie go see it. I love nicole kidman. and movie dates with adam.

P.S. LJ CUT YOUR WRISTS. bitches :)
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awwwww!!! [02 May 2004|06:44pm]
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" Liar, Liar " [21 Dec 2003|04:44pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

Considering that you no longer need a code to obtain a livejournal, I've decided that there really isn't a point for me to keep my words of thought, emotions, and yes bitching.. open to the public. Analyze my actions however you'd like.. But Certain circumstances have reminded me to not trust many people. I shouldn't trust anyone with certain details of my life, honestly. I'm sick of opening up to people about really painful things in my past, only to have them leave my life less than a month later. This happens to me more than you could possibly imagine. Perhaps I'm a horrible judge of character, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt.. but honestly.. there is only one person in my life that hasn't ever hurt me.

I will most likely cut quite a few people off of my friend list, It really is hard to say " I just dont trust you, " to certain people because they will never understand.. I probably wont even update much anymore, I've deleted both my friendster and myspace accounts because this is my way of shutting myself out from the world, my way of walking away.. just like so many of you have done to me. There's a good chance that I will soon be moving.. this i feel will be my ultimate cue to start over. another attempt at running away from all of the hurt, deception, and just.. fucked up people I've met throughout the last couple of years.. In all honesty, I probably wont keep in touch with most of you, because I'm selfish ha. I for once am doing what I believe is right for me, I no longer care about what any of you think about me.. Because you will never understand me.

For anyone that has ever taken me for granted.. Delete my number from your phone books, Forget where I live, and take my screen name off of your buddylists. Because I've had enough.

The End.

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